| - This Is Your Life hmmm what is there to say. its been about a month since i last wrote in here and alot has happened. ALOT.
ummm...well for one we got our 9 weeks grade and damn, ive never felt so daYum stupid in my life. 3 F's, 1 D+, 1 C, and 2 A's. but see one A is in college deportment which is your grade in demerits and tours. (your consequences and stuff). sigh...there was a lot of people that were hit with a reality check though, so i dont feel THAT alone and stupid. i didnt think it was gonna be this hard, balancing my classes along with ROTC, then cause of the stupid military school, corps crap as well. its a lot different than a regular college and an ROTC course cause of the type of school we're at. Our MS IV's told us that what we're doing now is a very big committment compared to what normal college students are doing. it really is tough here and all i can do is focus and stick with it. its also an ultimatum for our grades cause for those of us in ROTC, if we dont get at least a 2.0 at semester, we're kicked out of the program AND lose our scholarship if we're contracted. cause as of right now, we're on academic probation. there's a lot weighing down on us and there is so much that demands us...
sigh...ima end it here cause today is my only day off with no classes. tuesdays is my lax day supposedly, but im always out running around doing errands, or catching up on my sleep. since i hardly get sleep. but yea...
ohh yea this weekend is our first FTX. we're gonna be a shitty place cause its so fuckin cold here and its in the mountains. awesome shit. so yea. great 3 days spent out in the cold. oh and we leave friday afternoon AFTER school and when we get there we're supposedly doing nigh land nav, so thats fuckin AWESOME. fuckin tired as helll with hardly ANY sleep. THEN i heard we're gonna be attacked so many fuckin times during the night, its fuckin gay shit.
okay im going now, errands to run. later days people. |
